Month 3

Lost another 7 pounds this month. Weighing 179 from 186. I actually weighed myself at another time this month and weighed 183, but right after that I got food poisoning and everything in my system was shoved out. It was two gruesome days, but on the bright side I guess I'm cleaned out and probably back at 179 or less. Went on vacation for the first week of march and ate like a king the whole time, but I don't regret it, I had an awesome time. I still have a very hard time denying sweets, or even staying away from them. :/ I need to start keeping sweets around the house that way I can practice some self control.

Progress Pics

 

Losing weight is HARD! I mean, I was exercising 5x's a week and then it started to snow and I have no motivation for ANYTHING. I am in a serious slump. I love looking at the snow, the clothes for cold weather...and the food. I made pumpkin bread three times this week. I mean seriously, what am I supposed to do with that huge can of pumpkin? Last time I opened one it went moldy and I was not going to let that happen again. But, hey, found my golden recipe on the third try.

 

Sometimes I don't feel like I am going anywhere with my weight. I look at the scale and it says so, but I look in the mirror and the mirror says, "No you haven't. You will never reach your goals. You eat too many sweets." And it's true, if I keep eating like I do I will never reach my goals. I read on tumblr that being fat is hard and losing weight is hard...chose your hard. So, I chose to lose weight. I can do this. Just have to make wiser choices than as of late.

 

On a plus note I fit in my goal jeans!!! Size 9/10 Aeropostale, well I should really say I can button them up hahaha I would never wear them in public...yet! :3