Month 12! I've been at it a year!

HW: 213
CW: 156
GW: 135

First of all, sorry I missed a month! I did end up winning the health challenge! Woot Woot! After that though I haven't been doing much for myself or for my health. Fitting into some old jeans and into goal clothes had me satisfied with how I look and that distracted me from focusing on health. My husband took a picture of our son and I am candidly in the background and I just look horrible. It really got me down because I feel that I still look like I'm 180. 

On the bright side...I've lost 57 pounds in one year! This next year I only have about 20 pounds to lose :) 

I feel positive about this, but I am also scared because my lifestyle right now is for a 156 pound me, not a 135 pound me. Change is scary, but thinking of staying unhealthy like I am now and what that means for my future is even more scary.